omg.
i really duno how to describe today actually.
anyway, i feel much more better,
and motivated(:
thanks for the many many many smses and encouragements
from you all.
really felt the true meaning of guide law no 4
a guide is friendly and a sister to all guides(:

i noe we have a 10000000% put in.
hope for the best(:
dont be sad O/ICS
we are the best and nothing less k!


and man, thanks for the joke(:
its hilarious i tell you(:

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:(

omg. i am really very stressed now):

its next wed, for goodness sake.

omg, next wed.

can you imagine?

i think may sounds much better than april i tell you.

omg, not to be negativev, but farewells really gonna be screwed.

perhaps its not gonna be the best, like we promised.

):

we are really trying damn hard now.

really.

it sets me thinking every single day.



whats the point of staying back in school just to discuss for it.

whats the point of running everywhere just to look for things

whats the point of sleeping late everyday, just to complete stuff.

whats the point of being the OIC in the first place!

whats the point???

when you all dont even want to meet up for farewell practice.

for goodness sake, cant you see how stressed we are alrd?

cant you all?

just a meeting can.

we dont ask much from you all.

tell me la,

the gifts, the video, the food, everything!

isn it the 4 of us doing?!

1 performance only!

so difficult issit!

yes, deseree, claudia, rachel tham, yes.

there are people who do help.

and i thank them sincerely.

whats the point of delegating departments,

when we are doing everything!

for show only right!

just the name, so that we can include them into the proposal.

damn man.



my gosh, i think i am really stressed out and everything.

esp for our performance.

take today for example.

ask you guys to stay back during recess,

since the attendance for after school is like wthh.

how many people actually went.

huh, how many man.

11?

and the rest.

oops, i forget.

oh, i eating.

aiya, cant be bothered just say la!



goodness.

is it that difficult to sacrifice your recess?

its NEXT WED.

next wed!

then the sec4s wouldn even be attending guides anymore!

the things they have done for us.

and yet, you all cant even sacriice yur recess.

fantastic.



and sometimes, i think 3 is better than 4.

wads the point of having a 4

when one isn commited

i really dont understand);



i dont like it.

i really dont.

yes, i understand.

not everybody like guides,

unlike me,

but please la.

for the sec4s can!

you might as well learn to like it,

rather than complaiining and dreading every session right!



yes, i know. esp the 2 of you.

you now i really cant stand it.

you dont come for meetings,

you said that you are trying for IP

fine la, you IP out,

i happier can.

but for now.

really.

hopeless case man.

i dont see how KF can survive when its our year to lead.
):
Yes, but really must thank those of you all who turns up for meetings

sometimes, you all do make my day.

i like the way you all laugh(at me),

haha, i noe.

but sometimes,

i think i change a lot.
really.
i am getting over my childishness and stupidness.
yes, i am getting serious.
and i dont like it.
i think last year is so much better,
irritating charlotte,
and going all guidesly.
and being crazy.
its not the same anymore, this year.
):

i really cant get over the fact that farewell next wed.
i want to freeze time really.
would be cryiing now, if not for my brother

ugh, bother):

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i realised smth.
very impt.
was reading through the archives, and the december and such stuff, and realised that last time my posts all happy happy one, now one is like i duno... but cant possibly blog about my true personal stuff, unless privated. which is dumbdumb.

eeyr, i am really super stressed out now.
mtp cming.
i duno what to say, really.
i have so many many things on my mind.
i want to rant and vent.
cant.
i havenhad a long long phone call with charlotte, or rouhui.
i like to talk to them
they make my day.
but i got no time alrd):
SIGH!

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yay,
i am back!
i think i am a very bad blog person.
1) i rarely update
2) i got few pics
3) i prefer blog hopping.

YEAH.
aniwaes,
1) i love to stay in cedar. i dun like to go home.
2) i got a super irritating brother who is irritating me and looking at what i am posting now.
3)i think aprils fool scary, and fun.
4) i am veryvery busy nowadays.
5)i hope everything wll go smoothly
6) i rawk!

yay.
saturday yeoman was freakish and amusing. cant imagine how she can be such a pain in the ass man. gosh. went to library, aft that and talked like duno what
got interrupted by some dumb pimary school lids which found us entertaining/attractive.
hee, went to take neos at bugis aft that, i think i seriously suck at designing neos, mine compared to rh ones, look like um..... but still very amusing la.

sunday,
spent the day at celest hse. i love it there, cuz there is like so much food and entertainment. her sister is very cute, she remembers my name, she loves strawberry shortcake and she loves her sister celest like shit i tell you. ( she starts crying when we told her that celest died) HAHA. TWICE SOMEMORE. hmm, and pooja is amusing cuz she likes to entertain the baby sister, to play balloons with her. yeah. when all of us cant be bothered to. muaha. our end product of the day was fantastic, even though we slacked half the time, it attracted a lot of attention. went home at 8plus 9. haha, i like to go to celest hse, minus the dog, minus the brother.

monday.
hmm, okay, nth much.
had prep. cant imagine a fay with full attendance mann.

tuesday.
nothing much too.
had tuition at a new place. i like!
had prep too, not very successful either.

wednesday.
guides!
footdrills and knots!
both were okay, i guess.
right marker isn so bad afterall.
gave out invitations.
joke of the day was scary..
got a bad bad bad shock, and realised that we are not at all prepared.
goddd. D:
stresssss!

i need to chill!
and i hate doing hmk!
i like to stay in during recess
i like the scenery outside, esp on sunny mondays
i like to think and start trends of thoughts.
i like to be carefree again, aft f.
i like to like.
i like to eat during lessons.
i like to write manito letters a lot.
i like to spoil my mortal.
i like to be ego.

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