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omg. i am really very stressed now):
its next wed, for goodness sake.
omg, next wed.
can you imagine?
i think may sounds much better than april i tell you.
omg, not to be negativev, but farewells really gonna be screwed.
perhaps its not gonna be the best, like we promised.
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we are really trying damn hard now.
really.
it sets me thinking every single day.
whats the point of staying back in school just to discuss for it.
whats the point of running everywhere just to look for things
whats the point of sleeping late everyday, just to complete stuff.
whats the point of being the OIC in the first place!
whats the point???
when you all dont even want to meet up for farewell practice.
for goodness sake, cant you see how stressed we are alrd?
cant you all?
just a meeting can.
we dont ask much from you all.
tell me la,
the gifts, the video, the food, everything!
isn it the 4 of us doing?!
1 performance only!
so difficult issit!
yes, deseree, claudia, rachel tham, yes.
there are people who do help.
and i thank them sincerely.
whats the point of delegating departments,
when we are doing everything!
for show only right!
just the name, so that we can include them into the proposal.
damn man.
my gosh, i think i am really stressed out and everything.
esp for our performance.
take today for example.
ask you guys to stay back during recess,
since the attendance for after school is like wthh.
how many people actually went.
huh, how many man.
11?
and the rest.
oops, i forget.
oh, i eating.
aiya, cant be bothered just say la!
goodness.
is it that difficult to sacrifice your recess?
its NEXT WED.
next wed!
then the sec4s wouldn even be attending guides anymore!
the things they have done for us.
and yet, you all cant even sacriice yur recess.
fantastic.
and sometimes, i think 3 is better than 4.
wads the point of having a 4
when one isn commited
i really dont understand);
i dont like it.
i really dont.
yes, i understand.
not everybody like guides,
unlike me,
but please la.
for the sec4s can!
you might as well learn to like it,
rather than complaiining and dreading every session right!
yes, i know. esp the 2 of you.
you now i really cant stand it.
you dont come for meetings,
you said that you are trying for IP
fine la, you IP out,
i happier can.
but for now.
really.
hopeless case man.
i dont see how KF can survive when its our year to lead.
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Yes, but really must thank those of you all who turns up for meetings
sometimes, you all do make my day.
i like the way you all laugh(at me),
haha, i noe.
but sometimes,
i think i change a lot.
really.
i am getting over my childishness and stupidness.
yes, i am getting serious.
and i dont like it.
i think last year is so much better,
irritating charlotte,
and going all guidesly.
and being crazy.
its not the same anymore, this year.
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i really cant get over the fact that farewell next wed.
i want to freeze time really.
would be cryiing now, if not for my brother
ugh, bother):
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