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6:02 AM

May 6, 2009

farewell'o9-let the guiding light shine.
OMG. its like the worst day and best day of my life. i really dont know how o put it. OMG. talked to charlotte just now. she counted 15++ OMG. in like my rants.
okay, anyway.
the best part of farewell is actually the bondness amongst us, sec2s. i am like so touched.
the worse part is actually the whole freaking program. yeah, i noe, it sucks big time not being able to perform during the time, and not the songs and the video and everything. gosh. i cried like so super badly, and all the other sec2s too. i feel so sad): and i must have sounded really bad and looked horrendous. so sorry.
but guess that farewell turned out okay. even though we had to resort to doing it at stage area, because of a stupid woman. but in the end, its like cool, cuz we bonded a lot more.
was really busy and all with all the stuff, and last minute stuff. s freaky. i think among all years, our farewell encountered the most problems.
wait wait. i want to do dedication.

sec 4s: sorry,if the farewell is screwed. but, a great big thank you for all you have done for cedar guides. you all have been great. i will miss each and every one of you so terribly. seriously, you all have been such outstanding leaders. sorry for all the mistakes, but we hope that you enjoyed the farewell this year, though theres a lot of problems.

sec 3s: thank you for helping us so much for farewell, and encouraging us when we were feeling so lost. thank you for giving encouragements, and telling us not to cry. your words mean a lot to us. thank you.

Oics: i really really love you guys a whole lot. working with you all is the best thing in life. even though theres occasional disagreements, and conflicts, well we lived through it. today is the last day that we could stay back till 6 or 7 tot alk about farewell. the 3 mths working with you guys was really really fantastic. we moan and groan and think and talk until we got so much closer.i remember talking to carin on msn way before we knew we were the ics. i remember saying that farewell will be a blast. anyway, i thank all of you from the bottom of my heart, and i cant believe that i am gonna have to leave home from today onwards with no farewell to thinka bout):
i love you guys, and jiayou alright. we tried our best today, and theres nothing more i could ever ask for from you.

sec 2s: YOU ALL REALLY ROCK MY CURRY SOCKS! i cant imagine what will happen without each and everyone of you. we got so much closer after that, i can see the indignant faces and the looks of horrors, when we broke the news that we are not performing. afterall, the months of staying back and cheorographing was wasted. not to mention how the video and farewell song wpuld be gone. it was really too much of a shock. i am sorry if i scared you all off, by crying so badly. but it was a rude shock i tell you. but see, the sec2s got fantastic brains. we did all those after guides(: i noe all of you are really really angry at her, ah.(my blood is boiling) . and i find that its a total waste of tears on her especially. to teh extent that when its the touching parts, i couldn cry anymore. god. yes. it sucks i noe. but the good point is , we really really got more close and bonded by venting our anger on her. it was worth the effort, really. i am so sorry, if i have been like fierce and all, yeah. but its over now!.. no more her. the last part was really enjoyable. dissectnig her and making all of you cheer was one of the moments. and the yamsenging and the everything else. i will remember it so closely.ah, we should have taken a picture of all the tear streaked faces adn the long faces from her. ( carin, beatrice, celest,rouhui, hazirah, deseree, rachel tham, rabiatul, claudia, rachel loke, nithya, shirley, sonita, louisa, simin, sabrina, vignesh, liying, jingwen,hillary, jassandra,thanjit, belinda,) you guys are the best that i could have ever asked for!

sonita mummy: thank you for sponsering the cake, if you ever read this. it means a lot, esp during the recession period. thank you!

and to all who encouraged in one way or the other:thank you for all the hugs and words of comfort and reassurance. and also all those who have heard me rant while crying. i think i must have sounded horrible.

2C: thank you for your encouragements and the goodlucks before farewell. sorry to have messed up the class, with our many things, so soryy, and also, thank you NP for helping with the drinks. we owe you one. you guys rock.

shannon: thank you shannon! for your moral support.i love talking to you so much. thank you for telling me that i must not cry, even though i did try not to but i cant. thank you shannon lee. youa re a nicee person, though you stil owe me letter!

-gone-

oh my, my long list of dedication is actually done(:
yay!
guides rock.
i hope the sec2s will stay this bonded(:

ah, but i cant imagine, no more long stay backs to talk and discuss, no more sighing and laughing, no more farewelling, no more fried rice dinner. i realise that i have never ever reach home before 7 since the start of this year. gah, i am gonna miss this thing so much. i am already like having an empty hole):

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