gosh.


i am so tired now.


tired of everything.





and freaking pissed off at blogger.


tried to upload the farewell vid throughout the whole night unsuccessfully.


slept at 4.30am


woke up at 9 today for mothers day


at least, i think i am a sweet girl(:





and the vid really cannot upload.


so went to youtube, and after like half an hour, i finally got uploaded.


gosh, i was so happy.





and guess what, i tried one last time to see whether the blogger decides to be nice.


and it successfully uploaded.


so horrendous right.


waste my time and sleep and now i got tuition.


oh well, at least now the sec 4s are well known throughout the world(:








on a heavier note,


i think life is so unfair.


we, the sec 2s have worked so hard planning it.


and the blindfold too.


but why?


do they get the credits?


its really horrendous hearing what other people say.


WE DID IT BY OURSELVES.


yes.


whats wrong with all the stuff on revenge)):





i think guides sessions are really weird without the sec4s.


fine,its much more than weird.


its like a nightmare.


its really really very scary.


everythings changing.


whats becoming of cedar guides?


its something which is more than just a cca.


its so dear to me


then everything had to change.

all i know is,

oh, i think our juniors will go far,


not further than us,


but far.


at least they know whats becoming of guides.


i miss the farewell sessions wiith them.


its like mini guides sessions, we do fun things.


and yet, we uphold the line.


they are good,


and i dont praise them for nothing.





oh no.


i must not lose hope in cedar guides.


it was brought so far.


no, it shall not drop over the cliff,


NO.


i want to look forward to wednesdays and fridays,


not dread them.





if only it was 2 months back...

I MISS GUIDES.

why must there be farewell?