hell.
past few days have been hell.
i have never mugged so hard in my life before, really. but these days, its impossible. have been staying up late and waking up at what?3am in the morning just to mug.

but, it seems that the more i study, the lesser marks i would get.
its really disappointing.
i told myself that i would try try to pull up my scores.
ever other minute i have is mostly sepnt on studying, and yet, all is futile.
i went to libraries/macs/kfc to study alone, like a pathetic loner these days.

and look at the results i got.
b4s and more b4s.
at this rate i am going, i am dying soon.
its the hardest i have ever studied for, and look. i got lower than many many other ppl and the revious scores.

what is the world coming to man.
ppl say its okay, as long as i have tried my best.
but is the best really my best?

horror.
everything is changing.