Thank you deseree, pooja, tj, wendi and weiting(:
haha you guys rock.
thannks for your presents.

haha, seriously, i was so touched can.
i didn expect it like seriously.
i only expected as present from pooja haha(;
thanks for your the scrapbook alum, its so pretty
and pooja, thanks for your beautiful artistic talented card, you born smart person):
haha.
really(: hehe i happy.
but i so dumb, i neh bring home today, cannot admire.
D:

haha, this is really unglam):

but nevermind, for your sake!

hmm, 15 years old alr. not bad ehh.

i hope you will be happier forever and may all your wishes come true.

haha, its starting to sound damn corny but wtv. hmm, youve been a great great great nice nice nice friend to talk to. haha thanks for celebrating my bday with me this year and last year, last year was damn epic, and memorable haha. well, i hope you enjoy today.

haha, okay nev mind., the rest of the mushy stuff, i write in your letter alr., i pass you tmr kay(:

love you!

ahhhh):
PLEASE DONT RAIN TMR):
please.please. please.
rain no more captain ballO:
and our wetweather plan is dumbdumb.

CARIN):
howhowhow??
why like that.
eeyer, this thing should not even have existed i tell you.
i'm so scared):
what do you think will happen aft this?
ah sucks.

man, this is depressing.
school is depressing too.

OHNO.

hmm, today was spent boringly.
writing lyrics of meaningful songs with pooja is cool.
haha pooja, i buy the fantasia papers alr,
we can write tmr.

i need to concentrate during lessons man.
sian, maths and chem remedial.
sucks..

aiyoh okay nvm byebye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA!

heyheyhey, 15 alrrrr
same as meee hehe!
1 more year to nc16 heh!

haha yay going out with you tmrr,
hehe(>:

anyway, youve been a gooooooood pinkie friend!
and a fantabulous oriolemateee.
one day when we are 90 years old we should meet up
at some cheapskate kopitiam and then we shall reminiscice on the times when we went for camps like
TKPS( how we slogged haard for 3 days and stayed up so uber late and the countless scoldings too),
CAMP CHALLENGE( where we slept in a tent together so niceeee, and how we kept laughing non stop over dno whats so funny, how we ran up and down around spore for amazing race and shouting THE BUS THE BUS at the top of the lungs down the bridgee hehe, and also the manymany greenwaves meetings too;D and twigs picking hehe)

PERAK( heee, where we were busseat mates and and our ovaries dropping rememberrr? hehe. and also the nights where we didn sleep with sonita and claudia! and also the 2nd night where we huddled together and i mysteriously ended up on the bed aft picking the wakeup call(OoPS).

BANNER PAINTING( haha, it was funfun too:D we were the only 2! remember the sunday at the bishan house downstairs? haha and how you stumbled on the letter and read out the name of the grandma, omg that was funny ttm. and then the karaoke place haha. remember??


omg, those times. i am like laughing while i am typing hee. anyway, yup weve been through so much togetherrr and i am sure we will still(: happy 15th. we shall watch nc16 movies together next year okay! stay happy!:D

hellohello!

my birthday over alr):



hee, yest too tired to post, i shall post now!



started off with meeting pooja and celest at tampines

heeee, it was awesomeee. w went to play at the playground,

then we went to play arcade,

then we took neoprints, then we eat lunch, then we go urbanwrite.



man, i love urbanwrite hehe:D

Thank you pooja for spending your day with meeee. even though you must waKe up so early, but you so nice still come. it was fun playing arcade with you and taking neoprints tooo. sorry i still owe you present okay(: heee, you do too! we shall go urbanwrite one day to get something for each otherrr!!:Di love you table partnerrr.

hm, then after that went to somerset 313 with awesome nice people:

celest,hazel,felicia and shannon!

somerset 313 got aweseome toilets can. so highclass!

haha so anyway, me shannon and celest went to the toilet to explore.

then hazel and felicia so nice!

they buy cake for me ehe, then hazel TRIED to cover my eyes.

but i screamed,haha not exactly scream huh.

a low pitched scream ahah.

then very loud, then everybody see then so maluuuu):

haha but thanks!!!



hmm, then they wanted to have a makeover for mee?!!

haha forced to try on a scandalous dress hehe goodness

in the end these awesome nice girls bought me 2 tanktops!!!!!!!!!!:)

i promise iw ill wear aft ahemahem okay!!



haha had sushi walkwalk then we went homeee.

i reallyreallyreally enjoyed myself heeeeee:DDDDD



Thank you celest CHOO for spending your wholewhole day with meee, since like 9am till almost 9pm. haha, thanks for your corkboard and the card and your slippers which couldn fit but its okay(: hmm, yup the makeover too haha, it was ultimate fun today!! i love you!:Dhahaa!!



Thank you Hazel! for spending your day with meee too!! hehe and your nice card (BTW MY MUM SAW OUR UNGLAM FACES):) and the makeover too. oh yes and the cake the cakeee! i really appreciate your attempt to try to give me a surprise but too bad i gave you a manly growl and then scare you away. haha and the kopitiam people too, hehe!i love you!!!:D



Thank you Felicia! foor spending your day with meee too and and the cake and the surpirse too thanks!:D and the makeoverrrrr! haha i think its diff to find clothes for me cuz i not cooperative so thanks!!!!! i love you too!:D



Thank you Shannon Leee!!! for spending the day with me too! and gooing into the toilet with meee. it must have beenb embarrassing for you); but then you still entertain meee haah, even though you never talk to me in the toilet): haha but i love you tooo:D


Thank you to all those who wished me through SMS/facebook or anything. haha thanks melacca sec3 guides! they all so cute. all send to me at 6.05 am on the dot.then my phone started buzzing and ringing non stop:D thanks alotalot tothe rest tooo hehe. you all rock socks!

whos this cute girl there??

me!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENEEEE!

hey your 15 years old alr. you have lived through 15 years of sadness disappointments, fear, anger, and other sucky things on earth. ive seen you grow so much since 1 years old. i am so proud of you, you have overcome so many obstacles from learning how to walk to getting over impt things. wow! youve been such a good person, if i were to live life again, i would still be you, charlene! thanks for giving me a healthy body and mind, awesome brains to be smart and make nice friends. heee, awesome senses to taste smell eat too. i am thankful to you charlene! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 16 years ago, we were nothing but aa little part of an egg and sperm. look at what you ve become! :D

haha, a little self praise can make your day actually. its confidence actually, and self motivation too!heee.

hm, thinking of deleting all the sad sad posts, then i wont see it.

then i wont be reminded and then i will forget why i am so sad!!



it does does help okay, cuz i was looking thru my archives just now, and realised that half the sad things that i posted, i cant remember what it was abt. which is good, cuz sad things shouldn be reminded.



my internet is crazy gah.

heee, 15 mins to my bday.

talking abt my bday.



THANK YOU GUYS YOU ROCKK!

Claudia, Rouhui, Sabrina, Simin, Sonita.

you guys were really awesome, thanks so much!

heee, i love all all of you alotalot.

haha, all the crazy ideas of marketing,

and the spiderweb thing was so funny.

haha, lets have a race and then you all so slow, wtheck!!

but then my heart melted when i saw the colourful hands and legs of the carebear.

heee(:

you all are damn nice la.



thank you sabrina, for your cute lil TV. haha, so cool! i like to admire at it heeeeeee:D i still say, great minds think alike. haha, not telling you why though! haha, thanks for the surprise today, i still duno how on earth you all think of such things as putting carebears on the spiderweb!



thank you claudia, for your awesomely nice long long sweet lettr. aww, you relieve my memories all over again. haha and you so cute. want to ask ______ to write on the card. i thik only you will think of it can. haha, i appreciate it okay(: let have a VVP outing ah!



thank you simin, you awesome little ballerina. haha thanks for the surrrrrprise today. hee, you so funny, plan the surprise until can put the present up onto the spideyyy. haha, then have competition huh, still must time one. haha, yeah la, very good nice awesomeeee.



thank you rouhui and sonita, for coming and not abandoning meee. seee, my persuasive language worked right. haha, ya you all very nice got follow us.



haha, oh and thank you carin loh, for your present and your nice nice letter. hee, i like the letter. it relieves the memoryyyy of farewell and those nonsensical times we spent together. haha, it was funny. and cool and cute. and so carefree, haiyoo.



and rachel loke too, thanks for your letter and your badge. haha, it is ncieee of youu!:D





and thankyou everybody who wished me thru sms, facebook, msn or any other means. even if its by dreaming and thinking of meeeeee, i appreciate it hehe.

High School Musical is cool.
i still like to listen to boptothetop(:

i remember i ws crazy over it in P6.
hehe.
still havent gotten over it i guess.

haha, i went swimming with my daddy just now.
i like swimming, can think alot one.
hehe.

so currently, i feel much better(:

yest class outing was alright(:
hm, i loved the horror movie part.
would have been scarier if it was nighttime.
haha, the pizzahut so funny, go knock in the middle of the exciting show.
watched final destination 3, i think.

so bloody and gory.
oh my bloody hell.
it was damn funny la.

hmm, then went ecp eat aft that went charlotte place for a while.
played taitee? and then camwhoreeeeeee.
quality time:D
went home at 10plus hehe(:


i realised that i miss 2c o9 alotalot):

hehe, my bday coming!



-i give up hooe alr btw.

i have been going home with interesting people on the mrt these few days.
like today, how i went home with my tuition teacher.
it was weird, awkward at first. until you started telling me that secondary friends are the most precious, and thats the reason why you decided not to go JC.
i wonder how much truth are there in it, the friendship part.

like friday, you made me realise, 42 more days.
41 actually, count today.

sad): i dont want farewell, i dont want step up.
no more activites to enjoy, and rather organising activities instead.
and i realised how quick time flies,
it will really be weird aft we step up.
like duper weird, esp once we are sec4.

realised the joy of seniors.
it will be sad when it gets to a point where theres nobody to look out for when walking arnd the sch, nobody to spark off the bout of laughters and nudges.
nobody to make your day anymore.
nobody that will actually make your blood rush to your cheeks in that instant,
nobody that will make your heart beat that extra beat.
think i will hate it.
ahh, will miss all of you.
sighhh.


the point of UG,the point of CCA,
is ouing.
it will be the most memorable part in my guiding life too.
how we gush over certain people at certain point of time.
haha since sec1. aiyo.
it made me smile when i thought of it actually. ridiculous as it seems,
its quite funny too.
fate fate.

i like friday guides session alot.
drills was cool, and funny.
and well, embarrassing but i truly enjoyed that moment i guess.
it was way cool(:
ii am so glad i did drills(:
i cant stop thinking hehe.
awwwwwww:D:D

the after tooo
and stop teasing me alr):
so maluuuu. hehe.
to answer your question: i like everything(:

-(:

TEN.

1) life sucks.

2) stop comparing me to her,mummy. my life does not revolve anrd her. too bad your child is not smart,and she is. my grades got nthing to do with it.

3) hate how you like to use it to snub me.

4) whatever thats wrong with you, dont you get it?

5) hello? i am not interested, its time to move on.

6) all i ever wanted was stability and fairness. it that too much to ask for?nope.

7) bullshit, lies, crap and nonsense. have heard enough of it in the past few days.

8) stop it. you got no backbone. hate how you do what she says.

9) youre only nice to me when shes not arnd.friend? come on la.

10) i hate being a secondhand good.

back(:



OAC was better than what i expected.



first day was plain tiring, but second day very fun.



yay, i did challenge pole 2, zipline, abseiling, rock wall.



i think i am afraid of heights.



zipline so scary, it made me appreciate life cz it felt as though i was commiting suicide.

same with the challennge pole thing. gosh, it was scary like mad, its like one log thing then must climb to the top without the platform. it could barely fit both my legs can. i was trembling so bad then the pole shake more,make me more scared. tskk. haha, but i think itwas cool.



we had so many outdoor cookings, the food is terribleee.

haha, crunchy potatoes, pineapple and rice,

oh and mushroom curry maggie noodles---ho yixin la! so funny. but it was nice.



i think 3i bonded so much nore during the cf prep time, the last one. everyone was working so hard. haha,m our performance was hilarious ttm, with the crazy dancers and gamblers and of course, the miss universe!!( me cheryl chan hsuchieh and cheryl lee)all so sexy!

yay(: 3i rock!



you want nobodynobody but me,

because we are very pretty,

we are hot and sexy,

we got the money,

and many hot boys chase aft us!!!!!



haha, cool right.

me rueijean yingyi and cherylchan slept in diff dorm from teh rest): so isolated.

and yingyi had to sleep alone aft that cuz cheryl went home.

sad right.

but it was nice sleeping, with cheryl chan poking hte upstairs bunk in the first night.

haha.

oh ya then i fell down from the stairs again.

so pain you know):

one moment i was appreciaing nature, looking out at the window, breathing in fresh air,admiring the zipline, the next moment there was a crash, i was on the floor, my ankle hurts, everybody was asking if i was okay. hahaa, so classic! pain leh,my butt crack there got one big big blue black, then i think i sprained my ankle a,little): ahhh yoo. my muscles aching liek mad too.

heee, i think i enjoyed oac actually. its different from my guides camps though!

thank you leaders and instructors.

oh yes, 3i got very nice leaders and instructors!!

heeeheee(:

(:

tmr's oac!
so fast!
hope we wont screw our cf performance!):

hmm,oh ya went to rcy's fdc yest.
so cool, i never see so many fancy drills in my life hee.
cedar won!!!
yay(:

haha, i got nothing to do.
havent pack yet.
):
no mood to pack.
havent even do stupid hmk yet.
gahh.

yay, i a happy.
i tidied my messy study table(:
its a feat okay.

i want to watch alice in wonderland.
goooshimudya,
budiyaeonawaadaaaiiii.
gudiwneoongujjjjag.
blajkghytnhr,
yay!

life is tough.
it'll always be.

lets stay strong(:
to the sad world out there, cheer up!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VkCFeNeqyHk

hello(:
last paper today.
historyyyy.
screwed it, flunk it, but heck la.

theres guides today.
hmm, was the singsong ic.
guess it was okay, they were so soft):
hmm, had PT by tj and racheltham(:

oh ya, then had drills. and the colour party thing.
i swear i suck at commanding.
my mind just shut down and i cant remember anything else except kekiri and kekananD:
and i cant pronounce keblakang i swear.
):
there goes my colour party,

on the other end, TJ's damn funny.
her TRUCK!!TRUCK! is like so funny.
makes me laugh like mad.
TJ,TJ.

i dont want stepup.
it breaks our level apart.
people get sad.
boooo):
cant we be sec3s without stepping up?
i hate the way i feel.

carin, cheer up okay(:
ily too!
(: dont worry huh!

going support RCY tmr.
their FDC, hehe.
so embarrassing!

okay, i dont feel like bloggging anymore,
byebye!



-when the world's crashing down. when i fall and hit the ground,
i will turn myself around, dont you try to stop me!

i cant stand it anymore.
i really cant):


theres history ct tmr.
i am so stressed i cant even think clearly.
i tried to get clemenceau name into my head.
i really did, and all the treaty of versailles,
and the aims and everything,
i try, i really did.
but everytime i try, i think of my maths.

makes me wonder, whats the point of studying,
i tried so hard, i reallydid.
why?
why?

it makes me wonder,
whats up with you nowadays.
youre using it to rub in my face, you think i dont know?
you think i dont know that youre happy about it?
you think i dont?

so what if i fail my maths?
i make sure i get full marks for you to see, you idiot.
you act as if you dont care puhlease.
i hate it whenever you do that, you discontented fellow.
your tone and the way you treat people disgust me.
i feel like bring ing you to africa, but then again, you wont understand,
cuz you dont have a heart at all.
i hope you really can learn your lesson,



being with you is suffocating.
i cant breathe with you all around.
i hate it.
i do.

its funny how i can confide in people which i least expect to.
carin, beatrice.

celest too..


its heartwarming to know that theres many caring sec3 guides too.
people whom i thought i would never get close to:
hillary deseree, esp tj..
Tj makes me laugh.

guess times change, people change too.
i dont understand, i really dont.

i think my stress level is terribly high these days.
the amt of sadnesss accumulated these 2 mths is just abt the amt from the last 2 years.
you all dont understand. really.


my sad tablepartner, cheer up.