8:37 AM
May 31, 2010
HAHA vvp outing so exciting hehe(:
storecheck tmr:D
going out with choo,hazel and pearlyn tmr again heh!
LIFE'S GOOD YEAH.
8:32 AM
May 30, 2010
Hello(:
talking to wendi is the most blessing and dream come true thing ever.
HAHA, whoever that we talk about always appear somehow!
:D
HAHA, i hate it when my imagination run wild.
as in, like, i really think of so manymany things,
and so many impossible things that wont happen.
hmm.
people have been reminding of my GREAT FALL during open house):
I am surprised wendi remembered O:
Oh well, so embarrassing.
poor sausages, poor meeee.
Life's boring.
on the other hand, thinking about VVP outing and many many other dates make me HAppy(:
3:04 AM
May 29, 2010
Life is boring hehe.
When theres school, we complain and hope for hols.
haha, then now hols.
i sudednly feel so damn free and nth to do.
hmm, went swimming with daddy justnow.
came homeeeee and slack man.
ran out of books to read hehe.
OMG. the stupid yog thing is annoying i tell you.
I dont even know what they want can.
HAHA, i am hungry);
2:20 AM
May 28, 2010
OMG my exams are over hehehe(:
its the start of june hols!
woke up at 1 today around there.
after lazing around and everyth.
feels good man heh.
havent done that for so long(:
Yesterday was damn awesomeee.
Never felt so good for so so long(:
the whole day i just keep smiling, and coulnt stop at all
even before hist man.((((((:
spent my day with hazel, celest and pearlyn.
celebrated hazel bday at vivo haha.
damn funny omggg.
hmm, so exams ended at 930 plus plus. went to eat with hazel,
then aft that she went for CCA and then met choo at lib.
went to buy durian cake. as in literally a durian. the spikyspiky fruit.
haha, so funny.
choo carried it in the mrt man.
thank god never get caught haha.
oh, then went back to sch to pick up hazel,
went to vivo.
toook so many many many pics i tell you.
with all the cinemas posters and then
later at the playground too.
that pearlyn and that choo la, cannot find them at all.
damn funnyyyyyyy.
HAHA, then we playplay in the water,
splash from day to light heh,
:DDDDD
then we walk around, eat and went back to the playground place
and look at the beautiful night sky
and talk about out bright future HAHA.
so awesomeee.
went home at 1030 i think
:DDDDD
i am a happy kid(:
damn excited for my june hols(:
gonna eat sleep slack go out play use comp read and many many stuff(:
wheeeeeeee.
HAPPY(:
8:22 AM
May 26, 2010
“On July 4th, 1039, eight months after Kristalnacht, I got up extremely early and went into the kitchen to say goodbye to my dolls. I was to be sent abroad under the auspices of the Kindertransport – a rescue operation that helped nearly 10,000 Jewish children escape Nazi rule and find new homes in Britain.
The authorities allowed the children to take only a small suitcase with them, so I could only take one of my dolls. My mother stood at the garden gate and waved goodbye to us. (Marion’s older sister accompanied her)
My father took us to the station. My sister and I were travelling with 200 other children and there was almost no time to say goodbye, as the parents were not allowed to wait for the train to leave. However, many of them – including my father – sped to the next stop in Berlin for one last glimpse of their children.
As the train pulled into the station, I saw my father coming to me, wanting to kiss me goodbye one last time. I leaned out of the window, about to kiss and stroke his face once more, when a group of SS men with large dogs and truncheons strode up to the train and pushed him and the other parents away from the train.
My father stumbled and a lady fell. I stayed as strong as I could, took one last look at my father as the platform receded, and prayed that I would see him and my mother again soon.”
OH god. so sad.):
wish me luck for hist.
hopehopee ww1 tov comes out, if not i am a total dead meat.
omgggggg.
i am so scared for hist.
ppl all studying hitler and stalin..
i only read thru, damn scared.
2:30 AM
Last paper tmr, come on charlene(:
and all the non-trip students, jiayou!(:
GRR.
cant stand the happy faces of trip science students today):
wahpiang eh.
ran out of school like, almost immediately man.
History's so freaking hard to study):
i love learning about it, but when it comes to exams.,
theres just too much.
typing out my notes now, cuz my hand too tired to write.
the stupid rash at my 4th finger is appearing))))):
so much for sweaty palms man.
after school tmr gonna be exciting with hazellyyy(((:
HEEEEEEE.
come on, tov come into my head.
stay there for a day and vomit it out tmr yeah.
jiayou charlene(:
3:48 AM
May 25, 2010
omg, so sick and tired of screwing everything up.
ss was total failure, but that nvm.
geog):
bt then again, its ending in 2 more days.
then its fun(:
june hols hehe.
then after that, results. and time to start mugging for eyes.
i promise to alter my skirt 2 inches below ankle,
and become a full time mugger if you let me pass everything okay(:
plesssse.
nvm.
bio and amaths tmr.
gah.
hist thurs.
stupid, trip sci people finish on wed.
blah, nevermind.
goodbye(:
10:34 AM
May 23, 2010
Damn tired):
left a teeny weeny bit of geog left.
cant push myself anymore.
its 130));
hmm, shall go and learn my chinese phrases(:
i kinda like writing chinese compo actually hehe.
i mean like, the picture one and everything last time.
HAHA, last time my chinese one of the top few in class one you know(:
my compo esp.
always get 32 hehe(:
now..
well now..
but i still like to write chinese compo.
ahaha, i just elaised that blogging is stress relieving.
its like talking to a computer, but then it wont talk back.
just quietly listen and absorb hehe.
okay, i am too tired. i am not making sense
haha, you know when you yawn, and then you touchc your tongue.
it will stop your yawn, hehe.
okay, nights(:
9:47 AM
HAHA, went to look at the 2c outing pics again.
so many never tag):
i shall tagit like aft exams.
hmm, feels damn motivated to study again.
i MUST finish geog today!
yes i will. hehe(:
:D
Labels: i miss 2c o9):
4:08 AM
May 22, 2010
OMG.
nothing can motivate me to study today, i swear.
theres this constant nagging in me to study, but well.
i promise to study really hard tmr, reallyreally.
come, let me tell you what i did today.
i watch all the annoying orange on youtube,
read FMLs and (L)GMHs.
download alot of disney songs.
realised that i love listening to all fo them, makes me happy hehe.
esp colors of the wind and once upon a december.
heheee(:
i feel unnaturally calm about the exams on the next few days.
PS: i want to watch the last song!(:
6:08 AM
May 21, 2010
):
chem was screwed.
really badly.
i just cant do chem.
left arnd 10 marks of blanks in section b, and only found did like 2 marks out of section C.
i am freaking dead.
i hate you, chem.
oh why, i tell you, you wont see me if i fail chem.
and the next day, you will see my big name on the headlines.
the first CT, i failed.
fine, that was my bad.
i didnt study hard enough.
FINE.
this time, i learnt my lesson.
i really put in like super alot of effort into mugging chem.
28 pages of foolscaps notes, and how i stayed up till 3plus to study for the past few days.
and yesterday, i tried to hard to mug till 4am before i fell asleep with the pen in my hands.
i dont feel so good about chem before the exam.
but i never thought that i wont be able to solve so many questions.
sure, i am super weak in acids and bases, but still.
my mind just went blank, and all the stuff that i stuffed in my head the past few days disappeared.
i was so worried when i stare at the paper and couldn understnad))):
HOWHOW?
please,dont let me fail. i realy really put in a lot of effort, chem. you dont get it issit.
oh well.
guess its just the jelly in my brains.
i have a super thin layer, such that i cant absorbb):
i really feel like giving up now.
can you imagine if the same thing happen for bio?
i will just dieee.
haha, thanks choo for teaching me chem and mol the past few days(:
even though only 1 question of mol come out, i still must thank you for making me understand(:
oh and pooja too hehe(:
hmm, yes and sabbie darling oriolean, thanks for cheering me up with your many many encouragements today. you have been exceptionally sweet today thanks.
oh, thankyou jolene too(: and the rest who tried to cheer me up today--claudia,chenchen,sunny, chelng and the rest. love all of you(L
Labels: chem sucks. failure.
12:50 AM
May 20, 2010
OMG, tmr chem midyears))):
acids and bases,moles, and chem cal D:
i hope i pass,
if not i will turn into a full time nerd and start studying for endyears in july.
but chem so hard))):
hate chem.
BIO((:
okay, bye world.
mugging timee.
3:50 AM
May 18, 2010
hello(:
i am freezing in the lib now.
damn cold, cant type properly man.
i very dumb, i forgot to bring house keys):
then no body at home. stupid brother go party alr la, midyears over.
so late then come home)):
meeting daddy for dinner, then he can lend me his keys to go homee.
hmm, yest.
was like):
i slept so early mann.
and i think i got psychological barrier.
i always shy away from chem)):
thats bad right.
i know omg.
i am trying la god.
haha, gave hazel card yest.
hehe, she very happy,i also very happy.
tell you, cant wait for juneee hehe.
oh goshh.
haha(:
okay, i left no more time alr.
goodbyee.
9:19 PM
May 15, 2010
hate how studying is killing all of us):
wonder how i'll survive next year.
Damn angry, went on youtube to watch all the hitler stuff.
OMG, seriously.
killing everybody very fun issit?
you know, he killed 6 million jews.
very fun right, human lives for god sake.
ANGRYYYYYD:
hmm. gonna go out later):
maybe i go starbucks study alonee.
damn long neh go there alr.
yay(:
oh, happy early birthday hazel((:
love you:D
Get well soon!(:
10:06 AM
hmmm. my 200th blog post.
haha(:
anyway, i feel like damn accomplished now.
i studied for 14 hrs((:
okay. not really.
but mostly. including toliet breaks, breakfast and dinner.
me and choo just plant our butt at pp macs and mug through.
then we had tuition, which is studying.
and then we went back to macs and study with esther until 1130.
it feels damn goood okay.
like, even though the last half an hour we only like talktalk and studied a little bit only,
but at least i finished one big chapter of bio, understanded mole( at least tried to), and revised through the maths for sec1 and 2.
oh god.
haha, choo damn funny. at one point, she was telling me on the hist of her maids.
then i asked her, where does your maid stay?
she was likeee OH I KNOW! ON A MOUNTAIN!
haha, the way she said it was damn funny.
oh and i was telling her about a play. an imaginery oneee.
and quite far fetched too.
then she actually believed haha. this girl can drive me nuts man.
haha, but glad she joined my tuition(:
now i got company(:
yay choo.
i monday got tuition after sch):wed also.
no study date with sunny claudia carin and gangD;
neh mind.
OMG. midyears coming too soon.
come on DDDDD:
i need more time la you.
okay, its damn late nw.
i shll go sleeeep bye(:
tmr i shal; just continue to studyy.
5:45 PM
May 14, 2010
WHEEEEE(:
choo joining my tuition today(:
i got study date with her in like 40 mins!
i havent bathe and everything yet la you):
haha, then after we mug, we go tuition,
then tuition finish, we mug somemore okay.
set set.
Hmm, dont think you will see this though.
i hungry):
okay(:
FRI Was damn funny, with claudia the gay, and shannen the (ACT ) dao.
haha, after the library closed, we walked arnd and started to talk about how shannen came into 2c when her claass was on LOA.
stupid dao girl. cant believed i vowed not to talk to you again last time heh.
HAHA, after shannen go away, me and claudia were dancing around, okay, fine me only. but claudia was laughing and videotaping.
haha, yeah thats all.
oh and seriously.
can you imagine doing tentpitching and firelighting and planks and tough stuff in pink?
oh god really.
6:21 AM
May 13, 2010
HAHA OMG.
I GO TO SLEEP EARLY EVERY ALTERNATE DAY.
today happens to be the not alternate day.
so i shall not go to sleep early.
but walao, damn tired):
motivation?
hmmmmm.
oh lessons.
omg, midyears in 8days time):
i am losing concentration everyday.
ahah, sitting with zheru very funny.
we got too many things to do.
i feel very worried for my chem):
i dont know how to do, not a single thing at all.
and its one of the core sub, i damn scared i fail this year):
go and die la chemmm.
haha, study with the guides people and claudia's chenchen after that.
FUNNY(:
haha after that was funny,
omg. never walked out of PP so freaking fast in my whole life before you know.
was dripping with sweat after that la.
but worth it(:
hmmm.
okay.
yeap no more.
oh tmr no guides):
):
neh mind, we got study date.
byebey(;
5:57 AM
May 11, 2010
hello(:
hmm.let me see.
mothers day(: daddy say no need celebrate cuz we celebrating her bday on thurs(: haha, i wished her anyway.
my mummy bday coming!!
Funny how easy it is to say LOVE YA to your friends, and when it comes to your mummy/daddy, its just plain awkward and weird.
the last time i said that to them was years ago):
i feel bad!
but my family have never been the sentimental sentimental kind.
like we dont cry when we watch a sad movie and we dont hughugkisskiss and everyth.
so weird right.
anyway, happy mothers day mummy! and happy birthday too(:
YEST(:
heee. i reached home, bathe, then i go sleep/. then dinner come, wake up eat. after dinner i fell asleeeep. daddy was supposed to wake me at 10 so that i can mug all through the night. guess what. he didn and i slept all the way):
i am gonna study alot tonight i hope..
TODAY(:
studying in the library was totally unproductive haha.
but we got extended curriculum today until 3.30):
mt and straight after that, bio.
must be the over excess of sleep, i wasnt sleepy at all today.
:D gooddd, but cannot sleep at 8 everyday right.
haha, had over excess of energy too. was prancing around hehe(:
HAPPY(:
i think me and zheru damn funny.
last week, we were breaking rulers on thurs cuz i was feeling damn depressed.
long story, but yes.
we broke a 20cm ruler into 40 pieces then we put the, back, like jigsaw puzzle(:
then friday, we got nth to do):
monday, oh we drew nicenice postits for everybody(:
beautiful!
ZHERU):
we need to start listening to chem!
:O
gonna fail chem big time):
OH,
haha, we got back the tofu and soybean compreee today.
for the first time in my entire life,
and probably the only time,
i got 2nd in class for compreee.
heh.
its damn funny. theres a damn funny reason behind it.
all the talking and gazing helps right.
i told you so(:
thank you person(:
i love you!
haha, okay.
i shall end off happily(:
byebye world!!!
:D
1:37 AM
May 9, 2010
DIE.
I AM NOT STUDYING):
AHHHH):
7:59 AM
May 7, 2010
We are promoted!
Congrats Carin Sabrina Nithya Rachel Tham!
hm, unexpected la.
but then life never is fair right.
its okay, i am okay.
like disappointed, yeah.
but got over it and its time to move on(:
Afterall, positions aint everything.
it wont affect my love for cedar guides<3
i like my patrol(:
The highness and enthusiam must be passed down heh(:
oh and the oriole laughter too.
OMG, cant wait for patrol outing to universal studios at the end of the year.
hoho(:
cme on dont be sad fellow guides(:
what is done is doneee. lets accept it and move on.
arent we gay peopleee.
we must prove shannen theory of gayness in guides.
Cheerup alright.
i think i have damn nice seniors:D
manymany too!
i shall study tmr.
and go sleeep nowww,
goodnight!
9:02 AM
May 6, 2010
Did notes for chem just now.
and a beautiful card for my dearest uncle.
damn drained now.
8:50 AM
Tomorrow gonna be long and scary.
dont know what to expect, just hope that we don't screw up thats all.
and please please dont rain tmrrr.
Colour party jiayou(: you all can do it(:
yall are damn good la, trust meee.
Go claudia, hazirah Jingwen!
(:
):
7:26 AM
):
Uncle, please get well soon.
You're scaring meee.
Please dont dieee.
you are my fave uncle you know!
Realised that my problems are actually damn trivial compared to my uncle.
i feel damn bad for him.
dont be like that okay(:
Life's damn fragile.
its damn scary.
we should learn to appreciate what you have.
8:06 AM
May 5, 2010
Today lessons was alright.
Me and zheru started playing all the childhood games.
damn funny(:
was happily doing maths when claudia called me.
Oh well.
talking to like 7 guides separate convo just now.
):
words hurt,heart pain.
7:11 AM
May 4, 2010
Hello!(:
damn happy now whoohoo:D
5 smiley faces yeah(:
LIFE is GOOD.
I feel damn motivated to study.
but then its like 10 alr):
my new mugger routinee includes sleeping at 10):
oh well, it aint gonna work.
I SHALL STUDY NOW.
Geog, you're my new best friend!
HAHA, nithya is my new love,
and claudia is my juliet.
but theres more people who means moreeee right!
god, went PP just now after lib.
damn funny, we saw dandelions(?) and then we start wishing and blowing.
hehe!
OKAY, i shouldnt be here.
i am gonna work hard for myes!
:DDDDD
goodbye world!
gosh, its too nice to be trueeee.
i shall have sweet sweet dreams laterrrr
OH MUMMY(:
1:30 AM
May 3, 2010
HAPPY(:
okay.
shall go mug.
motivated alr(:
heeeee.
shall push evil thoughts away.
byebye.
mugging, here i come(: