Results sucked, veryvery badly):

hard work didnt pay off, damn sad.

i swore i studied so hard for this midyears.Like, really veryvery hard. Was so determined to pass chem at least. Studied for it like, after the break in CT1. But hey, look, i failed it again. And i need at least 65 to pass my overall chem. A freaking B3 just to get a C6 for my overall. Its impossible i tell you. Chem's so diff): I really dont like it. I'm trying cant you see. its really too bad right! hmmph. IDC, i gonna like, start studying now or smth. I will just die if i have to drop to combinesci or retain seriously.

And my stronger subjects were a letdown too): Bio-i studied so hard lah walao,esp for human nutrition and plant nutrition): Come out all molecular genetics what is this. And i thought that there was hope for my bio manD: and what, C5?! sighsighsigh): DONT STUDY ALR LAH. Like bio dont even do well in it!

The rest all Cs and Ds. Failed 3 subjects eh, all inportant ones somemore. chem,ss geog and amaths. Seriously, amaths just go and die and dont come back, i really cannot do it, its so hard argh,whats this lah. My highest is like what, b4?! and its cheeena. My gosh, i'm like so used to cheena being my ugliest mark on the results slip lah. I seriously dont understand, cant they like gimme one A or smth so that at least i can have smth to be proud of??

Wah, my parents, best. I feel like crying when i tell them my results man. "aiya, nevermind la. What to do?" "Its okay la, results not everything, got try can alr" " aiyo, you compare with your friends for what, compare alr make you sadder also no use. Your friends smarter nevermind lor"

HELLO? for goodness sake, i am failing 3MAJOR SUBJECTS and you all dont even care about it?! Yall want me to retain then you all bother issit. Yeahla, get it,you all dont even care right. only care about when my brother get off the comp, whether he got do hmk. your daughter no need to care la, fine can. Dont need you to bother, I CARE CAN ALR.

stupid nonsense, get out of my life man.

blahblah results blah, go and diee.

go go go):

HAHA, tmr will be an exciting day minus results.

i want see all my friends again(:

omg haha.

its all your fault carin loh!

))))))))):

yes, i am gonna do it myself.

i am gonna do smth that will change my life forever.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

scary omg.

ah, hope it goes well.

tuition):

bye!

And a bad start too, with all the results releasing D:

Will my hard hard work pay off??

Stupid, so worried for chem.

blah.

Carrie Underwood is one of my favourite singers ever(:

heehee(:

And omg, baking life is addictive):

I neeeeed to do geog!

My passion(:

My life(:

hehe, DPs unite!

never thought that i would miss it so much, considering the fact that we all were actually DREADING it. but seriously, i miss it so much):

can remember like how the day before, we were all rushing the stuff like mad. Sunny, Carin,( skittles) Claudy,(jagabee), Choo, Jassandra(eureka) and me and rachel for wiggies. seriously, it was like a mad house totally. paint here paint there, run here run there.

The night before was hell man, barely slept, esp me and claudy. only went offline at 430, and havent even finishing labelling 9 mealbags and everything, but heck, i couldnt take it anymoreee, just go sleep. at least, finished the script for CF, all 9 patrol identites(: but sucked kay, my comp went mad at 230 plus, and deleted my CF script. swore that i could have thrown my laptop down 17 floors,thank god it appeared again after restarting it.

Woke up like a walking zombie, swore never to sleep so late in my life again, esp before camp god. went sch at 615 to help sabby.was the earliest person in the while school. so freaky ahaha. i so scared, i on all the lights in the canteen. funny like mad. woke up after that HAHA

hmm, first day nth much, pitched tents etc. tiring. Wiggles Wiggles(:

2nd day.

craft making was cool! highlight was CF. gosh, never in my life would i be the emcee again. heart beating like crazy, my legs felt like jellly. nervousness i tell you, i swore i could have peed in my pants. Depressing cuz right before the CF, i threw my script to claudia. Stupid script, waste my whole night on it, and then i didnt even use it. I was damn scared, the script was just making me stresser,serious. Hmm, opening was nonsense, we forgot to do our beyonce dance): Like gradually, got less tensed up la, but still vvvvery scared): Then, the songs not enough, me and rachel had to think of songs on the spot. horror, we couldnt even think properly can. I was so scared, i wasnt making sense when i was talking. Guess being Charlene helps. Oh, then so annoying, when emceeing, then the people keep going:"charlene ah charlene ah/" then with every charlene, my heart beat faster and faster, my sweat keep coming out. horror. but oh well, they said that it was funny, so guess it went okay? But emcees cannot enjoy CF one lor, i couldnt even sing in peaceD:

3rd day

Kite flying, HAHA. so ridiculous, Amazing race @ tampines was damn fun.Camp challenge was still the best, around Spore(: HAHA, went around taking photos of 100. the stupid bra han woman so annoying, called security to chase us out know. Say what we chase away your business, oh please man, you dont have customers to start with. haha, so crap, sell what bubble bra, bra han. AHAHAH, nonsense. boobs only, need so many things for what! Oh, then nightwalk(: Wasnt really scary, a little bit only(: Should walk in pairs in, got more thrill AHHA.

4th day

Last day! was tired like dont know what alr,kinda glad to break camp. but after that, missed it like crazy. Camp Christine just leave you with those kind of feelings you knoww. it makes you miss camp, no matter how tired you are man. HAHA, prize presentation. good job sec3s(: Whether got prize not, everybody like really everyone made up a part of my bigbig guiding family(: me like! HAHA, got the Lady Gaga award, so cute(: but insulting lo, i wont ever ever go around naked, trust me. i wont. HAHA. OH, you know i got secret talent! i can talk to grass hoppers eh. like really, i tell the grass hoppers to hop away, they really listen to me(: good hoppies!

After break camp!(: HAHA, sec3s did banja and slacked around after packing storee. talked talked and stank up our school. Oh haha, then played soccer with sec4s, funny(:

Dearest Wiggies: most enthu patrol and best patrol identity!:D hehe, You all seriously rock, from sec1s to sec3s. I could see all of you all growing since day 1(: Loved the billybanja(:

Sec2s: thanks for being such an enthusiastic bunch, it was a joy to be with you all. Also, we could see you all taking initiative, helping the sec3s with everything.I feel safe entrusting our patrol to you guys. Oh, remember how went mad after sugarrush. we were so crap then, but i enjoyed every moment spent in the 4 days 3 nights. Got to know each other so much better(: OH, yeah la, you all so sweet, but lollipops for us(: Thanks! Oh, and we hope that you all have learnt many new stuff, We shall have Wiggles outing soon!

Sec1s: Its your first ever ever guides camp, we hope that you have enjoyed it. Even though you all were very quiet, but we could really see the great huge improvement from day1 to day4.like by day4, you all were actually taking initiative and helping us. we are proud of you all, really. Hope that we, wiggles left you with wonderful memories(:

Sec3s!: you all are wonderfully big big huge huge family. Cant imagine life without all of you serious,think i will just dieee. Our banja was splendid, so cute la all of us. shared coke and cordial hehe(: we sweat and stink together,and whats not. really. All of you were so awesomeee, i dont know what to say. Yesterday when we were bringing back the poles at camp christine, and when sunny's poles slipped and dropped, the rest of us immediately ran to help sunny. the P5 camp instructor there was like:' wah, so buddy heh'. felt so proud of us, everybody(: we shineeeee, and show the true blue meaning of guides(: oh gosh, this is so mushy. HAHA.

But omg, must really enjoy time left with guides and with my dearest bigbig family(: grown so attached to all of them, cant imagine 11mths later, farewell): know i probably shouldnt be thinking about it, but it just keep coming back): like, a huge part of my life is in guides, ever since sec1. i've got no other commitments other than guides. except maybe studies. but then again, i always throw my studies one side and do guides stuff anyway, doesnt matter. when its time to leave guides, there would probably be abig big big hole in my heart. i cant probably imagineee life without guides. its just so weird. I would probably die or smth, my heart would be too weak to pump blood for my body. life would be meaningless. nothing can ever ever ever replace guides i tell you. ah): All my bestest ever friends in my whole life is from guides. Sure, i do have manymany good friends out of guides, but nobody can understand guides other than guides themselves. they wouldnt understand how impt guides is to us, except guides themselves. the only time where i can truly be myself is also within guides(: So you see, how can i probably live when theres no guides! Guides have taught me like so many many things that i would probably not know, made me a stronger and better person too. Cant imagine life before guides, cant imagine life after guides. Oh no, its too fast, time should like stop, so that we all can appreciate guides while we can): In 11mths time, all thats left of guides would probably be memories.

)))))))))):

Go see the journey in our batch blog, we've gone through so much things together(: wow, its such a long long post tonight.

omg.

tonight no need sleep alr.

CF script, patrol identity, KS, whatsnot.

today so tiring.

worked the whole day..

okay, go pack bag.

bye.

-i should probably stop caring about you, i just cant.

HAHA, NANNY MCPHEE NICE!!

PLAYED WATER AND THEN CATCHING

HAHAHA, OMG, SCARY GAME.

HEART BEATING SO FAST SO SCARY HAHAHA.

TRUTH OR DARE SO EMBARRASSING!

I MUST HAVE BEEN OUT OF MY MINDD;

BUT NEVERMIND HEHEH(:

FUN TTM TOO!

HAHA, LOVE VVP(:

THIS YEAR AC PATROL NOT SO AWESOME ANYMORE);

HAHA, OMG. FUNNY(:

WE SO CLUMSY):

HAHA, HOLE.

YAY, TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY(:

EXCITED!(:

WE GONNA PLAY!:D

AND WATCH KARATE KID TOO HEHE(:

HAPPY KID!

(:

ME BORED.

HAVE BEEN PLAYING NEOPETS LIKE THE WHOLE DAYYY!!!

LITERALLY SINCE I WAKE UP.

TRIED TO DOWNLOAD AUDITION, FAILED.D;

HAHA, TALKED TO HAZZYWAZZY.

FUNNY LIKE HELL.

HAHAHA, SO NONSENSE RIGHT.

WELL..

HAHA, HAZZY IS A NICE LITTLE PERSON WHO ENTERTAINED ME TODAY

WITH NEOPETS AND IDK WHAT ELSE HAHAHA.

MEEEE TIRED):

NEED TO REST MY EYES MAN.

OK, SHALL START A TEENY BIT ON HMK TMR K!!!!

:D

OH YEST WAS FUN FUN TOO.

WITH CLAUDIEE, HAZZIEE, NITTTTTY,CARINNY, RACHELL AND JAIMEE.

HAHA, CARIN LEFT EARLY):

THEN THE REST GO PLAYPLAY PLAYGROUND(:

HAHA, DAMN FUN. PLAYED CROCODILE, CATCHING AND IDK WHAT ELSE. HAHA

THRILLING!!!!!

WITH THE KIDDOS TOO! KIDS ARE FUNNN!

THEY ARE DAMN CUTE I TELL YOU(:

AND CLAUDIAAA GOT MOTHERLY INSTINCTS HUMPH.

KIDS SOMEHOW THINK THAT I AM A MONSTER):

THEY LIKE TO COME AND BE SCARED BY ME HAHA.

AHHHHHH. OKAY, TIRED NIGHTS.

READING THROUGH MY ARCHIVES JUST NOW

:O

I WAS SUCH A LAME KID!!!!!

OKAY, I TIRED.

SLEEEEEEP!(:

NIGHTS!

i'll be the saddest person aliveD:

all my memories will be gone, like no more.

all the photos will be like byebyeD:

so you seee, photos are impt(:

Going out with mummy tomorrow.

hope its productive hehe, i neeed a bag desperately.

and i neeed new sch shoes too.

YAY(:

went ahma house today.

My Ahma getting oldD:

shes my only grandparent left):

so sad right.

shes my 2nd closest grandparent!(:

ohoh, ate magnum gold today hehe(:

yummy yummmy(:

cant stand how i'm lazing around like a pig in the hols man.

study date with sunny and claudia on thurs(:

i really need to do hmk alr!!!!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

esp that WWW day with choo,hazel and pearlyn(:

all awesome pretty people:D

was reallyreally vvvvvvvvvvvvvvv awesome man:D

the countless times we went down ularla, the shiok river and the tsunami

and the slide up(?) and the jacuzzi and oh, the professor's playground too.

i really really enjoyed my time with all of you guys damn alot.

(: bring back precious memories i tell you(:

SIGHHHH OH WELL.

well, you cant find anymore of celest,hazel or pearlyn in 3I..

i miss all of you):

MOVING ON..

watched killers before www(:

awesome show, i tell you.

and breakfast and kfc before that too.

Funny with the porridge HAHA.

well, so all in all, efforts were worth it.

i wouldnt mind getting into so much trouble just to relieve this day all over again(:

awesome, and beautiful!

--

SDD was alright too.

but mood was spoilt bright and early in the morning, by some people.

stupid___, go and die la you.

HAHA, we won foot volleyball

south div champs eh, not bad huh.

but, it was crap la.

hey, we got trophy ok.

went lunching and playpplay with guides after that.

lunch was okay, played spidey-catching.

thrilling.

hmm, then sat down and talked.

went home, and then felt sick):

fever,sore throat gah.

--

Stupid choooo go taiwan alrrrr.

6 days eh chooooooooo.

HURRY COME BACK MAN!

):

and sunny's supposed to come back today too.

--

internet pissing me off greatly):

Stupid.

anyway, my bro would be back later from msia.

past few days without him was well, peace and quiet.

have the whole house to myself(:

anyway,

Pearlyn's house on tues was damn fun.

badmintoned, monopolied and well, you raping each other HAHA.

thats what you get when theres hazel, celest and me.

poor pearlyn, shes the only sane one now heheh.

just realised, my lifes quite boring nowO: