never thought that i would miss it so much, considering the fact that we all were actually DREADING it. but seriously, i miss it so much):

can remember like how the day before, we were all rushing the stuff like mad. Sunny, Carin,( skittles) Claudy,(jagabee), Choo, Jassandra(eureka) and me and rachel for wiggies. seriously, it was like a mad house totally. paint here paint there, run here run there.

The night before was hell man, barely slept, esp me and claudy. only went offline at 430, and havent even finishing labelling 9 mealbags and everything, but heck, i couldnt take it anymoreee, just go sleep. at least, finished the script for CF, all 9 patrol identites(: but sucked kay, my comp went mad at 230 plus, and deleted my CF script. swore that i could have thrown my laptop down 17 floors,thank god it appeared again after restarting it.

Woke up like a walking zombie, swore never to sleep so late in my life again, esp before camp god. went sch at 615 to help sabby.was the earliest person in the while school. so freaky ahaha. i so scared, i on all the lights in the canteen. funny like mad. woke up after that HAHA

hmm, first day nth much, pitched tents etc. tiring. Wiggles Wiggles(:

2nd day.

craft making was cool! highlight was CF. gosh, never in my life would i be the emcee again. heart beating like crazy, my legs felt like jellly. nervousness i tell you, i swore i could have peed in my pants. Depressing cuz right before the CF, i threw my script to claudia. Stupid script, waste my whole night on it, and then i didnt even use it. I was damn scared, the script was just making me stresser,serious. Hmm, opening was nonsense, we forgot to do our beyonce dance): Like gradually, got less tensed up la, but still vvvvery scared): Then, the songs not enough, me and rachel had to think of songs on the spot. horror, we couldnt even think properly can. I was so scared, i wasnt making sense when i was talking. Guess being Charlene helps. Oh, then so annoying, when emceeing, then the people keep going:"charlene ah charlene ah/" then with every charlene, my heart beat faster and faster, my sweat keep coming out. horror. but oh well, they said that it was funny, so guess it went okay? But emcees cannot enjoy CF one lor, i couldnt even sing in peaceD:

3rd day

Kite flying, HAHA. so ridiculous, Amazing race @ tampines was damn fun.Camp challenge was still the best, around Spore(: HAHA, went around taking photos of 100. the stupid bra han woman so annoying, called security to chase us out know. Say what we chase away your business, oh please man, you dont have customers to start with. haha, so crap, sell what bubble bra, bra han. AHAHAH, nonsense. boobs only, need so many things for what! Oh, then nightwalk(: Wasnt really scary, a little bit only(: Should walk in pairs in, got more thrill AHHA.

4th day

Last day! was tired like dont know what alr,kinda glad to break camp. but after that, missed it like crazy. Camp Christine just leave you with those kind of feelings you knoww. it makes you miss camp, no matter how tired you are man. HAHA, prize presentation. good job sec3s(: Whether got prize not, everybody like really everyone made up a part of my bigbig guiding family(: me like! HAHA, got the Lady Gaga award, so cute(: but insulting lo, i wont ever ever go around naked, trust me. i wont. HAHA. OH, you know i got secret talent! i can talk to grass hoppers eh. like really, i tell the grass hoppers to hop away, they really listen to me(: good hoppies!

After break camp!(: HAHA, sec3s did banja and slacked around after packing storee. talked talked and stank up our school. Oh haha, then played soccer with sec4s, funny(:

Dearest Wiggies: most enthu patrol and best patrol identity!:D hehe, You all seriously rock, from sec1s to sec3s. I could see all of you all growing since day 1(: Loved the billybanja(:

Sec2s: thanks for being such an enthusiastic bunch, it was a joy to be with you all. Also, we could see you all taking initiative, helping the sec3s with everything.I feel safe entrusting our patrol to you guys. Oh, remember how went mad after sugarrush. we were so crap then, but i enjoyed every moment spent in the 4 days 3 nights. Got to know each other so much better(: OH, yeah la, you all so sweet, but lollipops for us(: Thanks! Oh, and we hope that you all have learnt many new stuff, We shall have Wiggles outing soon!

Sec1s: Its your first ever ever guides camp, we hope that you have enjoyed it. Even though you all were very quiet, but we could really see the great huge improvement from day1 to day4.like by day4, you all were actually taking initiative and helping us. we are proud of you all, really. Hope that we, wiggles left you with wonderful memories(:

Sec3s!: you all are wonderfully big big huge huge family. Cant imagine life without all of you serious,think i will just dieee. Our banja was splendid, so cute la all of us. shared coke and cordial hehe(: we sweat and stink together,and whats not. really. All of you were so awesomeee, i dont know what to say. Yesterday when we were bringing back the poles at camp christine, and when sunny's poles slipped and dropped, the rest of us immediately ran to help sunny. the P5 camp instructor there was like:' wah, so buddy heh'. felt so proud of us, everybody(: we shineeeee, and show the true blue meaning of guides(: oh gosh, this is so mushy. HAHA.

But omg, must really enjoy time left with guides and with my dearest bigbig family(: grown so attached to all of them, cant imagine 11mths later, farewell): know i probably shouldnt be thinking about it, but it just keep coming back): like, a huge part of my life is in guides, ever since sec1. i've got no other commitments other than guides. except maybe studies. but then again, i always throw my studies one side and do guides stuff anyway, doesnt matter. when its time to leave guides, there would probably be abig big big hole in my heart. i cant probably imagineee life without guides. its just so weird. I would probably die or smth, my heart would be too weak to pump blood for my body. life would be meaningless. nothing can ever ever ever replace guides i tell you. ah): All my bestest ever friends in my whole life is from guides. Sure, i do have manymany good friends out of guides, but nobody can understand guides other than guides themselves. they wouldnt understand how impt guides is to us, except guides themselves. the only time where i can truly be myself is also within guides(: So you see, how can i probably live when theres no guides! Guides have taught me like so many many things that i would probably not know, made me a stronger and better person too. Cant imagine life before guides, cant imagine life after guides. Oh no, its too fast, time should like stop, so that we all can appreciate guides while we can): In 11mths time, all thats left of guides would probably be memories.

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Go see the journey in our batch blog, we've gone through so much things together(: wow, its such a long long post tonight.